เนื้อเพลง Relief Next to Me - Tegan and Sara

I miss you now
I guess like I should have missed you then
My body moves like curtains waving in and out of wind
In and out of windows

I can't untangle what I feel and what would matter most
I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid

Now there's no point in reaching out for me
In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief

And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this, I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
I'll tell you now, I guess like I should have told you then
That thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame
Slamming in my framework

I can't untangle what I know and what should matter most
I can't close an eye, can't close an eyelid

Now there's just no point in reaching out for you